{"id":43003,"date":"2026-04-13T04:33:13","date_gmt":"2026-04-13T04:33:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/purpose.lifestruepurpose.org\/?p=43003"},"modified":"2026-04-13T04:33:46","modified_gmt":"2026-04-13T04:33:46","slug":"i-was-the-smallest-medic-in-the-room-and-the-colonel-called-me-a-liar-but-the-moment-my-scars-were-exposed-the-mocking-stopped-the-entire-unit-went-silent-and-a-buried-secret-from-a-missio","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/purpose.lifestruepurpose.org\/?p=43003","title":{"rendered":"I Was the Smallest Medic in the Room, and the Colonel Called Me a Liar\u2014But the Moment My Scars Were Exposed, the Mocking Stopped, the Entire Unit Went Silent, and a Buried Secret from a Mission No One Was Supposed to Reopen Started Coming Back to Life"},"content":{"rendered":"<p data-start=\"11\" data-end=\"213\">My name is <strong data-start=\"22\" data-end=\"38\">Emily Carter<\/strong>. I was twenty-six years old, five foot three, a hundred and seventeen pounds on a good day, and the first thing most men noticed about me was what they assumed I couldn\u2019t do.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"215\" data-end=\"729\">That morning at Camp Lejeune, North Carolina, I walked into the operations briefing room carrying a medic bag that looked too big for my frame and a file folder that had taken me three years to earn. Around the table sat members of Task Unit Viper\u2014hard men with deployment faces, old fractures, and the kind of silence that usually meant you had five seconds to prove you belonged. Their commanding officer, <strong data-start=\"623\" data-end=\"646\">Colonel Wade Mercer<\/strong>, took one look at me and leaned back like someone had delivered the wrong package.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"731\" data-end=\"883\">\u201cThis is the replacement medic?\u201d he asked, not bothering to hide the amusement in his voice. \u201cI thought we were getting a corpsman, not a grad student.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"885\" data-end=\"939\">A few of the men smiled. One laughed under his breath.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"941\" data-end=\"1044\">I set my bag down and met his eyes. \u201cPetty Officer Emily Carter, sir. I\u2019m your new medical attachment.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1046\" data-end=\"1132\">Mercer looked me over again, slow and dismissive. \u201cYou sure you\u2019re in the right room?\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1134\" data-end=\"1356\">I had heard versions of that my whole career. I never wasted energy fighting the first punch if it was verbal. Men like Mercer needed the same thing everyone else did\u2014evidence. So I gave him none of the reaction he wanted.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1358\" data-end=\"1794\">The room changed later that afternoon during setup. The team had an 18-minute benchmark for assembling a forward trauma station. I built mine in 14. Airway kit staged. chest decompression needles arranged by gauge. blood stop agents, IV access, monitors, splints, triage tags\u2014everything where it needed to be, clean, fast, exact. I noticed one of the senior operators, <strong data-start=\"1727\" data-end=\"1741\">Mason Rook<\/strong>, watching me with a different expression after that.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1796\" data-end=\"1849\">Then came the first real fracture in their certainty.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1851\" data-end=\"2194\">One of the younger operators, <strong data-start=\"1881\" data-end=\"1895\">Ty Berwick<\/strong>, brushed off chest pain during a movement drill. The senior medic, <strong data-start=\"1963\" data-end=\"1979\">Kyle Brennan<\/strong>, figured it was bruising and told him to hydrate. But Berwick\u2019s breathing was shallow, his skin was turning gray around the lips, and one side of his chest wasn\u2019t rising right. I was beside him before anyone asked.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2196\" data-end=\"2211\">\u201cMove,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2213\" data-end=\"2247\">Brennan blocked me. \u201cI\u2019ve got it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2249\" data-end=\"2283\">\u201cYou\u2019re missing a tension pneumo.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2285\" data-end=\"2344\">He stepped closer, jaw tight. \u201cYou calling me incompetent?\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2346\" data-end=\"2471\">Berwick staggered. I shoved Brennan aside with my shoulder, dropped to one knee, found the landmark, and drove the needle in.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2473\" data-end=\"2488\">Air hissed out.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2490\" data-end=\"2550\">Berwick sucked in a ragged breath like he\u2019d been underwater.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2552\" data-end=\"2578\">The room went dead silent.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2580\" data-end=\"2796\">As I reached to stabilize him, my sleeve pulled back. A jagged scar ran from my wrist halfway up my forearm, pale and ugly and impossible to explain away as routine training damage. Colonel Mercer saw it immediately.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2798\" data-end=\"2903\">He grabbed my arm before I could pull it down. Not hard enough to injure me. Hard enough to challenge me.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2905\" data-end=\"2982\">\u201cThat,\u201d he said quietly, staring at the scar, \u201cis not from an ambulance bay.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2984\" data-end=\"3038\">I twisted free and yanked my sleeve down. \u201cCar wreck.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3040\" data-end=\"3073\">He didn\u2019t blink. \u201cYou\u2019re a liar.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3075\" data-end=\"3094\">And the worst part?<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3096\" data-end=\"3109\">He was right.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3111\" data-end=\"3369\">Because by nightfall, one man in that room would recognize the scar pattern, one classified name would surface, and the mission they thought they were running would collide with the secret reason I had fought to get assigned to their team in the first place.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3371\" data-end=\"3405\">I wasn\u2019t there just to save lives.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3407\" data-end=\"3465\">I was there to uncover why my father had been left behind.<\/p>\n<h2 data-section-id=\"19ma9og\" data-start=\"3467\" data-end=\"3476\">Part 2<\/h2>\n<p data-start=\"3478\" data-end=\"3559\">By evening, nobody in Task Unit Viper looked at me the way they had that morning.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3561\" data-end=\"3925\">They were still cautious. Still measuring me. But the laughter was gone, and in teams like that, silence could mean respect just as easily as doubt. Ty Berwick was stable after the decompression, sitting upright on a cot with a blanket around his shoulders and the kind of humbled expression men wear when they realize somebody just pulled them back from the edge.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3927\" data-end=\"4046\">Kyle Brennan didn\u2019t say much. He checked my needle placement twice, maybe hoping he\u2019d find something sloppy. He didn\u2019t.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4048\" data-end=\"4139\">Colonel Wade Mercer said even less. But I could feel him watching me the rest of the night.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4141\" data-end=\"4188\">The one who approached me first was Mason Rook.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4190\" data-end=\"4495\">He found me behind the aid station inventory table, restocking gauze, compression wraps, and meds under red task lighting. Mason was the kind of operator who moved like he had already filtered out what didn\u2019t matter. Mid-thirties, former Navy SEAL, scar under his jaw, and eyes that missed almost nothing.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4497\" data-end=\"4540\">\u201cYou\u2019ve handled a Barrett before,\u201d he said.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4542\" data-end=\"4593\">I kept my hands moving. \u201cWhy would you think that?\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4595\" data-end=\"4740\">\u201cBecause earlier today, during weapons check, you picked up our M82A1 like it wasn\u2019t your first time touching fifty pounds of American overkill.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4742\" data-end=\"4782\">\u201cIt\u2019s thirty-ish,\u201d I said automatically.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4784\" data-end=\"4825\">That made the corner of his mouth twitch.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4827\" data-end=\"5005\">Then he got serious again. \u201cAnd because when you cleared the chamber, your support hand went exactly where somebody with repetition puts it. Not where somebody guessing puts it.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5007\" data-end=\"5078\">I slid a tray of syringes into place. \u201cObservation must be your hobby.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5080\" data-end=\"5100\">\u201cUsed to be my job.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5102\" data-end=\"5145\">That was the moment I knew I had a problem.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5147\" data-end=\"5496\">Mason didn\u2019t press harder, but he didn\u2019t need to. The right people never interrogate too early. They collect. They wait. They compare stories against patterns. And I was a pattern problem. Too small for what I could do. Too calm under pressure. Too quick with weapons I supposedly shouldn\u2019t know. Too scarred for the r\u00e9sum\u00e9 everyone had been handed.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5498\" data-end=\"6154\">Later that night, I sat alone outside the barracks with a paper cup of bad coffee, staring out past the motor pool lights. Camp Lejeune always had that strange late-night stillness\u2014humid air, distant engines, boots on gravel, and the feeling that half the base was asleep while the other half was preparing to leave the country. I thought about my father the way I always did when the noise dropped. Not as the official version of him. Not as Chief Daniel Carter, KIA, 2019, closed case. I thought about the man who taught me to wrap a pressure dressing before I was old enough to drive. The man who told me that paperwork lies more cleanly than people do.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6156\" data-end=\"6356\">He had disappeared during a covert operation in the Horn of Africa. The report said enemy overrun, no recovery possible, high-risk extraction denied. Signed off by then-Lieutenant Colonel Wade Mercer.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6358\" data-end=\"6425\">I had read that report until I could recite the phrasing by memory.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6427\" data-end=\"6484\">I had also found enough inconsistencies to know it stank.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6486\" data-end=\"6827\">No confirmed remains. No biometrics. No post-op thermal sweep attached. Two radio timestamps redacted. And one witness statement that had vanished from the record completely. Officially, my father died a hero. Unofficially, I believed he had been abandoned. Maybe wounded. Maybe captured. Maybe worse. But not dead. Not the way they claimed.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6829\" data-end=\"7257\">That belief was why I had pushed into one of the toughest medic pipelines in the military. Why I had swallowed insults, taken assignments no one wanted, passed schools with attrition rates designed to break people, and learned to live inside silence. I didn\u2019t join Task Unit Viper for prestige. I joined because Mercer was leading a new mission into a region connected to the same intelligence channels that swallowed my father.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"7259\" data-end=\"7331\">And I needed to get close enough to the truth to force it into daylight.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"7333\" data-end=\"7558\">The next morning brought field movement drills, then a live-force rehearsal over rough woodland outside the training range. We were moving in staggered file across broken ground when a crack split the air from the ridge line.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"7560\" data-end=\"7577\">Everyone dropped.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"7579\" data-end=\"7632\">Training scenario had just become more than training.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"7634\" data-end=\"7947\">The umpires started shouting conflicting commands, but Mason was already dragging Berwick behind deadfall, and Brennan was scanning for the source. I heard the round impact somewhere left of us. Simunition? No. Too much punch. Somebody had either grossly violated range protocol or something uglier was happening.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"7949\" data-end=\"7980\">\u201cContact high!\u201d someone yelled.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"7982\" data-end=\"8307\">Mercer ordered smoke, cover, and flank security, but another shot punched into the dirt close enough to spit grit across my cheek. I crawled toward a depression behind a log pile where the Barrett had been staged for a separate overwatch drill. It wasn\u2019t supposed to be loaded for live engagement. It shouldn\u2019t have mattered.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"8309\" data-end=\"8386\">But when I got my hands on it, muscle memory returned like a switch flipping.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"8388\" data-end=\"8611\">I checked the chamber, ammo, optic, wind drift. Ridge line, partial concealment, heat shimmer, movement near a dead pine. My breathing slowed. The world narrowed the way it does when panic burns off and training takes over.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"8613\" data-end=\"8659\">\u201cCarter!\u201d Mercer shouted. \u201cLeave that weapon!\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"8661\" data-end=\"8670\">Too late.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"8672\" data-end=\"8710\">I planted, settled, and took the shot.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"8712\" data-end=\"8810\">The recoil slammed into my shoulder, and the figure on the ridge disappeared backward out of view.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"8812\" data-end=\"8829\">Silence followed.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"8831\" data-end=\"8853\">The team stared at me.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"8855\" data-end=\"8970\">Nobody said a word until Mason looked from the rifle to me and muttered, \u201cShe didn\u2019t learn that in medical school.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"8972\" data-end=\"8985\">No, I didn\u2019t.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"8987\" data-end=\"9130\">And by the time Colonel Mercer called me into the command tent that evening, he wasn\u2019t looking at me like I was too small for the team anymore.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"9132\" data-end=\"9225\">He was looking at me like I was the answer to a question he had hoped never to hear out loud.<\/p>\n<h2 data-section-id=\"19ma9oh\" data-start=\"9227\" data-end=\"9236\">Part 3<\/h2>\n<p data-start=\"9238\" data-end=\"9277\">Colonel Mercer didn\u2019t invite me to sit.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"9279\" data-end=\"9580\">The command tent was lit by a single hanging lamp and the glow of two tactical screens. Mission grids flickered on canvas walls. Someone outside was arguing over radio batteries, but in that tent the world had narrowed to me, Mercer, and the file he was holding like it weighed more than paper should.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"9582\" data-end=\"9748\">Mason Rook stood just inside the entrance with his arms folded. Mercer hadn\u2019t asked him to leave. That told me this wasn\u2019t disciplinary anymore. This was containment.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"9750\" data-end=\"9903\">Mercer slid the file across the table. \u201cYour cover r\u00e9sum\u00e9 says Fleet trauma rotations, expeditionary medicine, and advanced casualty evacuation support.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"9905\" data-end=\"9923\">\u201cThat\u2019s all true.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"9925\" data-end=\"10094\">\u201cIt leaves out the part where you trained in Special Amphibious Reconnaissance support.\u201d He paused. \u201cAnd the part where you can fire a Barrett at distance under stress.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10096\" data-end=\"10111\">I said nothing.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10113\" data-end=\"10170\">Mercer\u2019s eyes hardened. \u201cWho authorized this assignment?\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10172\" data-end=\"10192\">\u201cPersonnel Command.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10194\" data-end=\"10220\">\u201cThat\u2019s not what I asked.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10222\" data-end=\"10514\">I looked at the file, but I already knew what was inside. Pieces. Cross-referenced certifications. old deployment fragments. training markers not visible to casual reviewers. Somebody had dug deeper after the ridge shot\u2014probably Mason, maybe with help from an intel warrant who liked puzzles.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10516\" data-end=\"10543\">\u201cI earned my slot,\u201d I said.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10545\" data-end=\"10602\">Mercer leaned forward. \u201cWhy are you really here, Carter?\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10604\" data-end=\"10782\">The smarter answer would\u2019ve been to dodge. The safer answer would\u2019ve been to keep playing within the edges of official truth. But the safe road had already buried my father once.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10784\" data-end=\"10879\">So I met his stare and said, \u201cBecause you signed the abandonment order on Chief Daniel Carter.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10881\" data-end=\"10901\">The tent went still.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"10903\" data-end=\"11040\">Mason looked at Mercer, then back at me, like he suddenly understood he\u2019d been standing in the middle of a story older than this mission.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11042\" data-end=\"11094\">Mercer\u2019s jaw flexed. \u201cThat mission was compromised.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11096\" data-end=\"11126\">\u201cThat mission was survivable.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11128\" data-end=\"11170\">\u201cYou don\u2019t know what intelligence we had.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11172\" data-end=\"11212\">\u201cI know what\u2019s missing from the report.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11214\" data-end=\"11227\">That hit him.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11229\" data-end=\"11603\">Not emotionally at first. Operationally. Men like Mercer don\u2019t react to accusation; they react to specifics. So I gave him specifics. Missing timestamps. vanished witness notes. extraction window discrepancies. Heat signatures that should have triggered a second surveillance pass. A call sign reference attached to a relay drone that somehow never made the archived packet.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11605\" data-end=\"11682\">He stared at me for a long moment. Then he said something I had not expected.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11684\" data-end=\"11713\">\u201cYou sound like your father.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11715\" data-end=\"11738\">That nearly cracked me.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11740\" data-end=\"11793\">Instead, I held the line. \u201cThen tell me where he is.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"11795\" data-end=\"12123\">Mercer turned away. For the first time since I\u2019d met him, he looked older than his rank. \u201cI believed he was dead,\u201d he said. \u201cFor years, I believed it. But there was a signal intercept thirty-six hours after the op. Weak, fragmented, unconfirmed. Enough to create doubt. Not enough to relaunch a politically impossible recovery.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12125\" data-end=\"12143\">\u201cDid you bury it?\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12145\" data-end=\"12195\">He didn\u2019t answer directly. That was answer enough.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12197\" data-end=\"12324\">Mason stepped forward. \u201cSir, if there was post-op evidence of life and it wasn\u2019t pushed up the chain, that changes everything.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12326\" data-end=\"12366\">Mercer looked at him sharply. \u201cCareful.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12368\" data-end=\"12426\">Mason didn\u2019t move. \u201cNo, sir. Respectfully, not this time.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12428\" data-end=\"12466\">That was the second crack in the wall.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12468\" data-end=\"12509\">The first had been me proving I belonged.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12511\" data-end=\"12586\">The second was another operator deciding the truth mattered more than rank.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"12588\" data-end=\"13251\">Within twenty-four hours, what had started as a combat deployment shifted into something stranger and more personal. Under mission authority and with Mercer\u2019s unwilling cooperation, we pulled archived route packages tied to the region. A pattern emerged through old human terrain maps, contractor movement logs, and safe-house references one analyst had tagged years earlier as irrelevant. One location in western Montana kept surfacing as a stateside relay point connected to a former non-official network used after deniable overseas recoveries. Somebody had preserved it, then hidden the breadcrumb trail inside paperwork no one was meant to read side by side.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13253\" data-end=\"13291\">That didn\u2019t prove my father was alive.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13293\" data-end=\"13381\">But it proved he might have made it home in a way the government didn\u2019t want to explain.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13383\" data-end=\"13715\">A week later, after the operation concluded, Mercer signed a sworn statement acknowledging procedural omissions in the 2019 report and authorizing the release of sealed fragments tied to my father\u2019s disappearance. He never called it guilt. Men like him rarely do. But his hand shook once before the pen touched paper, and I noticed.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13717\" data-end=\"13735\">Mason noticed too.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13737\" data-end=\"13772\">The Montana drive took me two days.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13774\" data-end=\"13787\">I went alone.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"13789\" data-end=\"14069\">The address led to a cabin outside a timber road west of Missoula, far enough off-grid to make privacy feel deliberate. There was an old truck out front, a woodpile stacked with military precision, and a porch light on in daylight. My heart hit so hard I could hear it in my ears.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"14071\" data-end=\"14104\">I walked to the door and knocked.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"14106\" data-end=\"14116\">No answer.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"14118\" data-end=\"14134\">I knocked again.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"14136\" data-end=\"14218\">Then I heard boots inside. Slow. Uneven. The kind of gait built around old injury.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"14220\" data-end=\"14465\">When the door opened, the man standing there was thinner than the father I remembered, rougher, grayer, and marked by time in ways no report could capture. But he had my eyes. And when he looked at me, something in his face gave way all at once.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"14467\" data-end=\"14484\">\u201cEmily,\u201d he said.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"14486\" data-end=\"14498\">That was it.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"14500\" data-end=\"14629\">No dramatic music. No movie speech. Just my name in my father\u2019s voice after five years of being told I would never hear it again.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"14631\" data-end=\"14699\">I wish I could tell you everything was resolved that day. It wasn\u2019t.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"14701\" data-end=\"15139\">He let me in. We talked for hours. Some things he answered. Some things he wouldn\u2019t. He admitted he had been left behind, yes. He admitted somebody helped ghost him back into the States under a deniable arrangement, yes. But he would not tell me who funded it, who protected it, or why he stayed hidden once he realized official channels had written him off. \u201cBecause if I say all of that out loud,\u201d he told me, \u201cit doesn\u2019t stop with me.\u201d<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"15141\" data-end=\"15173\">That line still sits in my head.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"15175\" data-end=\"15214\">Because maybe he was protecting people.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"15216\" data-end=\"15276\">Or maybe he was still protecting the system that failed him.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"15278\" data-end=\"15360\">Either way, one truth remained: he had been alive while the world called him dead.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"15362\" data-end=\"15419\">And that meant the story wasn\u2019t over. Not by a long shot.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"15421\" data-end=\"15715\">Mercer\u2019s statement restored his legal existence. It did not answer every question. Mason still thinks one sealed name in the archive matters more than anyone admits. I think he\u2019s right. And somewhere in the shadows of that old operation, there may still be one person who profited from silence.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"15717\" data-end=\"15878\" data-is-last-node=\"\" data-is-only-node=\"\">So here\u2019s what I want to know: if you found your father alive after being declared dead for five years, would you stop at reunion\u2014or keep digging? Comment below.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My name is Emily Carter. I was twenty-six years old, five foot three, a hundred and seventeen pounds on a good day, and the first thing most men noticed about me was what they assumed I couldn\u2019t do. 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